16NOV

Dear Diary

Sometimes

I

have

the

desire

being

doted

by 

others

Are you doing that now?

Caring me?

I keep telling myself

i _ _ o s _ _ _ _ e

The truth is always HURT

and

I was forced to know the TRUTH

the truth

that 

I would rather you

keep as secret forever

of course

huajie

you are good and simple

btw

thx for telling me

and I am enjoy my despondency now

Sth is not gonna to say

not glad to share

better not to list down

or else I will recall when I read this

I would never DERISION someone

NEVER EVER

so pls don't do this to me

because 

you are so dirty

in my mind

and

ALWAYS

been smirch

You will be someone

just nothing

to me

Everyone has their mum

Everyone has been child

so 

not laughing others

because you do not know the feeling

and

you will only know

when you being laughed

and you only know repine

Is it nice?

tasty?

I am not perfect

but I keep trying

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

is tiring

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