14NOV

Dear Diary

Today wake up

early in the morning

7:38am

sleep back again

Today I feel weird

of myself

should I

?

I feel bored of my life

I want travel

to the country

with different culture

different kind of people

I want walk on the street without wearing shoes in Australia

I want walk around and shopping without woman's undergarment 
designed to support the breasts in US

I want skydive in Sdyney

I want bungy in new zealand

I want get my visa approval work and live in switzerland

my dream country

I want greeting with kiss when in foreign country

I want have a different live

I don't like a stable live

because I haven't found a single person to let me stable

or a people

I love

romance 

I pursue of it

I have no direction in my life, yet

more and more friends complete some goals in their list

so far, I have done nth

and studying

boring life

I want to try sth new and fresh

I want step out

of this country

I am sick of this

... ...

When I was young

I wish marry to a foreigner

and hv a hybrid baby

and why foreigner always so handsome

and sexy...

haiz....

I should know more friends

play badminton on Friday

with amelio

I miss the feeling of swim

tennis

basketball

I miss Lieu Zhen Lit

play basketball with me

TT

although he is playing volleyball 

best spiker in johor team 

I miss the time we can talk everything to you

I miss you again

flylovejay

miss you 

miss the time we together

chit chat 

deep of heart

we can talk everything

miss the night I can talk nonsense to you

talk everything that make my heart discomfort

tired

and so do you

I want listen to your story

Lets cry and hug together

Let me be fragile for one night

I need someone's hug

wear my sister's wedding gown

the gown

so pretty

using a cord to tie up the gown

behind of the gown

one day

one of the 

future's day

is my day

hope so

goodnight